You know those days when no matter how hard you try you cant seem to knock the negative disposition?
Today was one of those days... It started when i looked in the mirror and thought "wow, you're looking more and more like a cross dresser everyday" then i proceeded to tear apart every aspect of my physical appearance. And so went my day- thoughts of the terrible mom, wife and person that i am flooding my head. Then i finally realized how pathetic i was. I kind of LOVE it when that happens. Those moments when you realize that your very worst and longest list of complaints look exactly like a list of blessings.
I hate my body= i have a healthy working body, I feel like a terrible mom= thank God im a mom, I never get to see my husband anymore= at least i have a husband that i WANT to spend time with, i wish i had my own home= at least i have a home... and so it goes.
I challenge you to try it... its a bitter sweet experience :)